Good morning, DearHeart.
You’re still standing, too, I see. Glory! God is faithful – especially in “those” places. We don’t always ask for the situations we find ourselves in, do we? And, often, people assume to have all the facts, when really it’s not their place to assume anything outside of their own God-authored life story.
The human mind is an interesting beast.
The human tongue/and in this age, thumbs can also exert all shades of judgment outside of one’s own domain.
“Many times”, one of my brothers wrote me, “that in climbing mountains, traversing valleys, and fighting the enemy, a thought of: ‘where did this come from, and what am I doing here?,’ can come on like a wave. In weariness and a weakening of the body, there comes a weakening of the mind, but not of the Spirit! This is the time to stand, and STAND FIRM THEN!!! (Eph.6). And, if we can keep singing and walking with THE SOVEREIGN GOD, He is “building us,” by the experiences of the day.”
Your deliverance is in progress. God’s timing is perfect, every single time, and what other people think of you is none of your business. Trust your Creator. Trust His ways. Stay in your own zone with your Savior. Press on.