Not knowing is okay, DearOne.
We get a soul-summons. We want to follow the call, even when we’ve no idea where to go, or how to get there, or even what we might need for the journey. But, if you have been led to this place by the Holy Spirit, He will rock you through, even when you feel you are: stumbling around, alone in the dark, unable to get your footing, unable to control your emotions, – oh, you are far from alone, Precious Soul.
Some things crumble over time – some things weather the storm and get stronger and sweeter through the process. How do you tell if this track is Spirit-led? If the prayers, and place, and players are still increasingly sacred to you, then, let go of the enemy that is holding you back … the plans, the strategy, the bitterness, the eye-liner, the habits, the same ole routine. Push them to the edge of the cliff, and then shove them over. Make room for the love of the Holy. Let Him move in, dwell. Let Him guide. Trust Him. Trust His ways. You are fine. Keep breathing.
Wake up. Allow the summons. Go.
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