Good morning, FaithfulOne,
When I was little, I thought my Pop Reinking was a GIANT. Getting up into his chair to rock with him was a climb, but once there, I was sitting in a great, warm throne. In that lap, all the world was right.
DearOne, as you learn to crawl into the space of the Holy, very often you will find that Father God takes you to that place, where troubles grow smaller, and panic pulls away, and you are reassured that the Power at work through His Holiness in you is enough.
In His lap, in His Word, all the gifts you long for are yours –
to feel love,
to be able to laugh,
and, sometimes, to be able to finally cry once again.
All that you have needed is right here with Him.

‘Very early in the morning, while it was still dark, He got up, went out, and made His way to a deserted place. And He was praying there.’ Mark 1:35