You are being called, Sweetheart:
‘Then David said to his son Solomon, “Be strong and courageous, and do the work. Don’t be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord God, my God, is with you. He won’t leave you or forsake you.’ 1 Chronicles 28:20

Good morning StrongOne.
Listen. Do you hear the calm voice in your panicked heart? Overwhelmed, and confused, and scared, and pulled into the breath of a windstorm – can you hear the Voice of Holy Thunder in the distance?
The job seems agonizing and the work too huge for someone like you.
You do not know why, but you are back again, at that place that calls for your help, your hands, your feet, your heart — for the rest of your life.
Your bones whisper with His Spirit.
You know how He moves.
You and I know, we try to take our spiritual understandings with both: a dose of serious and a dose of good humor – that He would assign someone like you or me to such a task. Ha. That He would gift us in such a way as to do the work. Really?
Yes, really.
He has.
He did.
He expects.
Begin.