‘For You, Lord, bless the righteous one; You surround him with favor like a shield.’ (Psalms 5:12 HCSB)

Hello WonderChild!
Notice the power of a broken heart. It not only helps you see yourself, it also helps you see others. Yet, the brokenness, beyond compare, comes in strongest to help you notice the constancy of your Creator.
Favor.
He shows up in the tenderness of the minutes, but even more so in the mud and the muck and the storms and the striking lightening that hunts you down.
This is a very good sign. He is clearly with you in the clouds of dust. He is with you most in your need.
Think about it.