Rise and shine BraveHeart!
The bad news is – your choices add up: people you follow, places you choose to go, words you choose to say, the things you choose to do.
The good news: you are not the first person to find yourself in a puddle at the bottom of a pit who chooses to climb tooth and nail out of this desperate dungeon. Ask Father God for His hand. He will help you.
‘Do not rejoice over me, my enemy! Though I have fallen, I will stand up; though I sit in darkness, the Lord will be my light.’ (Micah 7:8 HCSB)