‘By having the eyes of your heart flooded with light, so that you can know and understand the hope to which He has called you, and how rich is His glorious inheritance in the saints (His set-apart ones).’ Ephesians 1: 18
Conditions may not match timing yet, but your calling is real. At the command of God Most High, there is an entire host of beings around you in the heavenlies that are orchestrating your events to God’s plan. This is a one-way adventure Honey. Keep believing and carry on.